Destination

I guess the word Destination is derived from the word Destiny. So what would be my destination in life 5 years from now? I asked myself this question during my many thinking times and here is the description of me, 5 years from now!!! This is not a possibility, but something that i believe i will come to be, and something that i will strive to be. Consider it goal setting, but i believe i can do it.

Mr Ong Ding Li. 26 years old. Young, aspiring chemistry student undergoing his Master's Programme. His determination, passion, intelligence, and creativity has made him become one of the few top students around who has a bright future in paving the future path of revolutionary research. He is also an excellent team player who has a natural charisma and the ability to lead his team to achieve great heights. His ideas and perspective are always refreshing and interesting. Although he has reported having extreme social difficulties especially with regards to the female crowd, he has shown no hint of his mentioned weakness. He is confident, charming, and a joy to interact with. He blends into any conversation seamlessly and has a wide network of friends. As a friend, he is loyal, trustworthy and will always be willing to provide a helping hand or a listening ear when in need. But bear in mind he is not a pushover, for his sharp observation skills can see right through your intentions should you try to take advantage of his kindness. As a worker, he is fast, efficient and conducts himself with impressive discipline and determination. As a leader, he is gentle yet decisive. He is not one to mess around with because he always gets his priorities right. He motivates people well and is sharp and focused in team management. He works hard, but he plays hard as well. Theres always a wild side of him that draws people to him. He enjoys socialising with friends and is always willing to commit his precious time to friendships.

.....wahaha....wow....i think if i think long enough the list will never end. But basically this is what i want to become. Of cuz besides having the above description i want to be a happy person, that is of utmost importance. The backbone of my future will be an all rounded guy pursuing his life dream with passion and determination.

I think all that is lacking now is my self-confidence, self-esteem. That, i realised, is the prime barrier i have with regards to displaying my true self. Im now trying to improve myself on this. I realised that once i have that confidence that grows from within, and not dependent on outside opinions, i will be able to show my true self. Once im confident of myself, i can speak without fear, act without doubts, think without worries. I can touch the sky, and i will reach the peak.

Just give me time. And in Year 2012, January 30th. I will become who ive aspired to be. And by then, should i chanced upon this post, i will be thinking, hey 21 year old Ding!!! dammit u missed out way too many points!!! and what u described of me is too understated!!!!!

wahahahhaha.

this is a promised ive made to myself. I hope i will always be reminded of this. Time to do something about my life.... and take the world by storm.