Well, its been awhile...how have you been?
Im back to my own quiet world. extremely busy with studies and FYP...never thought ill be THAT busy..guessed ive got lots of knowledge to catchup on after all that running around in Science Club.
Still havent had much time to really sit down for the whole day and think of things and sort out my life.
Research doesnt seem as interesting and dynamic as i thought...its intellectually stimulating, but sometimes ill get a terrible headache thinking about it. And...perhaps 3 years in Science Club does change me abit. Research totally starves me any hint of social life. These chemicals are really sapping all my time and energy away...geez
I seem to have split personalities. A sociable self and a quiet self...which is the real me? which part of me shall i develop? which path should i take?
So many things to think about...so little time. I need a holiday. It be nice to lie on a beach the whole day, looking at the boundless sea...ah..i miss the ocean.
Hmm. How have i changed over the years i wonder...
