Dream Series

Its been a tiring stake-out with the books. Just before i let the night lull me to sleep i will spare a moment or two to share some of my thoughts ive had settled in the very core of my soul.

Dreams.

The pursuit of my goals in life is the focus of my being, the purpose of my life. How many people have really found what they really want to do in life? Then again, am i absolutely sure that in five, ten years down the road ill still be harbouring the same dreams ive had now? I suppose no one knows what the future holds so i shall not worry myself unneccessary with that, cuz even if my goals change, i am sure i will be focused towards whatever i do. I am a guy who lives for his dreams.

My life has been full of ironies, and my dreams is no exception to it. Its always been a clash between chasing of dreams vs. realities of life. Unfortunatly, my dream of discovery and invention does not exactly meet the requirements of "success" in terms of reality and society perspectives. What does success really mean? Money? Status?

Money is the reality of life i have come to admit, but i shall never let it cloud my mind. For me, material possessions are for the survival in this world. Money makes the world go round. People spend the whole of their lives working to death. For what purpose? Mainly to make ends meet, to make sure you have a roof over your head, your family well-fed, your fines duely paid. Yes you live on, you survive in this world. You become a statistic, a person trapped in an endless cycle, just to carry on living. As days wear on, you grow more tired of life, you bow down to reality, you wait for your time to come. When you look back, will there be something you would be really proud of? Or will there be endless regrets and what-ifs?

I know myself. At the end of it all, its not the size of my account, nor the amount of material possession that matters. Its the life that ive lived. One that ive spent pursuing my dreams, doing what i really love, and being happy in it. Its what ive accomplished as a human being, not how much material possession i have as a follower of reality.

What really fuels me is the pursuit of my dreams, and an endless process of self-discovery and understanding. I know, my dreams may not lead me to riches, but i am enjoying what im doing. Its my happiness that matters. The fulfillment of my soul, the development of my being, and the enjoyment of living a life.

Dreams are my everything, and no one will ever take it away from me.

For my dreams, for my future....Fight on!!!


I'd recommend this site, if you have a dream to follow:
http://www.wisebread.com/can-you-afford-to-follow-your-dreams-can-you-afford-not-to

Life Series

Tired. Exam fatigue gnaws on the boundaries of my soul. It eats into my life energy. Much have happened since i last blogged, and i cant wait to update em. Just abit tired so ill just post a short paragraph. :)

In life, things will never always turn out the way you want it to be. Life always throws you a punch when you least expect it. For me, having come to this point in life, its not about how many punches ive received from my life experiences, its about how ive managed to get back up stronger everytime. I am not one to give up. never.

Even if the whole world is against me and my dreams, i will not give up. Cuz i know it myself - if i lose my dreams, i am nothing.

So keep on fighting. One day i will make it to the top. I can do it, and i will do it.