Sunday, October 15, 2006

mental deprivation

my mind is seriously deprived right now. its been rotting for soo long and only up till now did i feel it. maybe it had rot to the extent that it cant be left unnoticed.
so what do i really want?
maybe now that bulk of my troubles have been chucked aside( not solved, just left aside until something triggers it), my mind stopped escaping to games and start to look for what it really wants.

id better do something soon. or ill really go crazy. waaa....freakin bored.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

huh?

Games bore me out nowadays. Right now i just wan to pursue knowledge. As much as i can during this ns period. cant wait to get out and do what i want...but what do i really want? hmm.
sigh i need something to spice up my life...in terms of mental stimulation. All this ns and games is making my mind rot....i need to wake up my brain after so much monotony. better get those neurons charging with knowledge soon. or else ill just become a rotting lazy zombie.