ahahah...amidst all this hustle bustle stress...i chanced upon an interesting and quirky quote which might help me in the future. so here it goes:
AWESOMENESS
when you are sad, dont be sad, be awesome instead
LOL. wth is it...but it sorta makes some sense. No point brooding, worrying, stressing out cuz it will not tantamount to doing anything useful...so instead of wasting time and energy being negative.....
BE AWESOME INSTEAD!
:D
For my goals and dreams, fight on!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Into the caves..
Yes i am rapidly becoming a hard-core mugger. Any free time i have i want to study, majority of the time my mind is on some chemistry phenomenon or whats my next thing to do. It tiring and lonely to be a mugger. Everyday i spend all my free slots in the library, flipping through books, reading notes, doing questions.
How i wish i can step out of the world again and make a difference to other people's lives...but i realised if i cant even take care of my own life...i can forget about stepping out. Hence the strong determination to get my inner world, and my grades back in order.
My dreams have not faltered. It has indeed gotten further with my poor grades ive accumulated over the past 3 semesters, but i am never one who gives up. Thats why the determination to get a CAP5.0. And to freaking do it..i have no choice but to bear the pain of loneliness and anti-social behaviour....sighz...i can feel my social skills being leached away in the library.
This will just be a passing phase. I will do it and i will achieve my dreams of being on the frontiers of scientific development. I will beat this system and carve out a road that belongs to my own. And as i lay in recluse.... wait for me, my friends and the world out there...when im ready ill step out once again and take the world by storm!!!
How i wish i can step out of the world again and make a difference to other people's lives...but i realised if i cant even take care of my own life...i can forget about stepping out. Hence the strong determination to get my inner world, and my grades back in order.
My dreams have not faltered. It has indeed gotten further with my poor grades ive accumulated over the past 3 semesters, but i am never one who gives up. Thats why the determination to get a CAP5.0. And to freaking do it..i have no choice but to bear the pain of loneliness and anti-social behaviour....sighz...i can feel my social skills being leached away in the library.
This will just be a passing phase. I will do it and i will achieve my dreams of being on the frontiers of scientific development. I will beat this system and carve out a road that belongs to my own. And as i lay in recluse.... wait for me, my friends and the world out there...when im ready ill step out once again and take the world by storm!!!