im so bored these days i have to come back here n write something...anything...
i wonder who still see what i post these days.
im a gamer...and the worst thing to happen for a gamer is to have no games to play...argh...
always wonder why i play so much games. ...to escape from the reality...to become another person i have greater control over....to distract myself from my problems and my loneliness...
like every other young adult...im looking for an aim in my life. no idea what is it....i guess...im sure it'll come to me some time after.
what do i do till then? no idea...probably keep myself knowleageable...
bah...juz hang around n chill...
....games...yeah...back to games....its always better in there...always...
Saturday, August 26, 2006
this is my time when i struggled for identity.
this is the time when i dream of dreams i might achieve.
this was the time im in my own silly world
when i look back to this phase of my life, i wonder what the future me might think???
its not that bad afterall...
been through hellweek...been through such tough gruelling training.
become more decisive (i think?)
..........
'bah...what a waste of my life'
this is the time when i dream of dreams i might achieve.
this was the time im in my own silly world
when i look back to this phase of my life, i wonder what the future me might think???
its not that bad afterall...
been through hellweek...been through such tough gruelling training.
become more decisive (i think?)
..........
'bah...what a waste of my life'
Thursday, August 24, 2006
IM BORED. on leave now. dunno what to do. im not me. but whose to say who i am anyways? sheesh.
been studying deeper into psychology...its sad to know how weak humans are...but hopeful to realise the potential humans can achieve.
been studying physics of general relativituty and quantum mechanics....its a wonder how natural occurances can be summed up be laws.
been studying the chemistry of atoms lately...im still not knowledgeable enuf to dwell into nanotech stuff...but that area intrigues me greatly.
been busy with diving lately...flying to taiwan soon....then to brunei....then wait till ord lo...cant wait to get out of NS.
sigh. my life... i dunno. i guess its more of a frozen pandemonium. messy and juz cant be bothered much to deal with it.
been studying deeper into psychology...its sad to know how weak humans are...but hopeful to realise the potential humans can achieve.
been studying physics of general relativituty and quantum mechanics....its a wonder how natural occurances can be summed up be laws.
been studying the chemistry of atoms lately...im still not knowledgeable enuf to dwell into nanotech stuff...but that area intrigues me greatly.
been busy with diving lately...flying to taiwan soon....then to brunei....then wait till ord lo...cant wait to get out of NS.
sigh. my life... i dunno. i guess its more of a frozen pandemonium. messy and juz cant be bothered much to deal with it.