this is my time when i struggled for identity.
this is the time when i dream of dreams i might achieve.
this was the time im in my own silly world

when i look back to this phase of my life, i wonder what the future me might think???

its not that bad afterall...
been through hellweek...been through such tough gruelling training.
become more decisive (i think?)
..........
'bah...what a waste of my life'