Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wall of emotions

ive never been able to freely express my emotions. be it through behaviour or speech. whenever i encounter emotions of depression n sadness, the most effective way i deal with it is to chuck it one side n wall it up as long as i can.

its what im doing now. its what ive been doing my whole life.

when my mum left me alone here. i played games.

when part of my soul left me. i played games.

when i have problems to face. i play games.

so now...im off to play games. before that sadness comes gnawing into me again......

pathetic.

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