Wednesday, May 17, 2006

alternate communications

my mind is well distracted. but my body is telling me otherwise. i have been losing much appetite and sleep. when i wake up...my eyes feel sore...that feeling of soreness when theres too much crying. i guess maybe i cried in my sleep??? i dunno.

when i play games...my mind goes away on painful thoughs...yet some part of me is telling me my heart troubling. Everytime my mind wander...this overwhelming sadness will come over me.
.........

weak. pathetic.

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